*RANT RANT* (I'm ranting a lot lately)=~= it's not a good thing,

Lately I have been trying my hardest to get stuff done. But now, I've just been so lazy to barely even lift a pencil and draw.

Now my grades are beginning to crash in a way that makes me think, hmm "Am in High School? Where the hell am I? I don't think I'm in Minnesota anymore." I really believe me life is going to the shits as we speak, I really feel as if that I'm not going to be going anywhere with me life at all.

I'm beginning to procrastinate about everything.

THINGS THAT I'M NOT DOING
-Homework
-Reading
-Anything that has to do with school work I'm not doing at all.

THINGS I AM DOING THAT I SHOULD AND SHOULDN'T BE DOING
-Drawing
-J-Quiz
-Soran Bushi
-Working
-Creating!!!


BASICALLY....

my life is going downhill. I really don't know how I'm going to keep up with school and have a job that wants me everyday, but maybe that's just this week XU I think I may need a big hug later on, but idk I feel all depressed and thinking that I'm not as good of a person people may think. (SCHOOL, YOU TRULY ARE THE DEVIL SRS)

...someone please pull me out of this stupor, I need guidance from someone -besides god plz-
or else I keep hitting my head against my desk hoping that I'll get a concussion and die, or pull a Kill Bill.

X ~ X

HI EVERYONE!!!

I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE HAVING A GREAT HOLIDAY ^_^ -and a fabulous break from school- HELLZ YES!!!

ENJOY YO HOLIDAYS

~ze Seshhy

DO NOT READ THIS, IT BE A RANT

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So my whole winter break consists on working my ass of at work except for one day out of my whole break to be resting up for the rest of the week of making pizza's constantly DX GAHH!

I haven't been feeling particularly good right now. On Sat I went to 's X-Mas Party with (which was awesome party BTW) but after that, I began to feel rather ill, idk what from, it's not like those regular colds, it feels like my throat is closing and it gets harder and harder to swallow, along with that I have to read a shabillion pages of Ishmael, which I should have done during the week last, week, but me and my lazy self thought "oh I'll just get it done over the weekend" HEH NOT!!! School is really taking a turn for the worse right now, being at SES and having to do this Art project that is going to epic fail over my face seems to really be bothering. Along with that, I have J-Bowl which is going to be brutal DX {( I still don't know why I am in it anyway and only with one team in third year and who's know how many in second year)] -SOMEONE PLEASE HIT ME OVER THE HEAD WITH SHOVEL AND LET ME DIE IN PEACE....plz-

MY DAMN BREAK WEEK:

THURS:
-OFF

FRI:
-OFF

SAT:
-OFF

SUN:
-Work

MON:
-Work
-=FallenAngel080 kidnapping me

TUES:
OFF
=FallenAngel080 kidnapping me
WED:
-Work

THURS:
-Work

FRI:
-Work

SAT:
-Work

SUN:
OFF


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GAH and I was hoping to have a couple days off during this week when I only wok like a couple of days, but no. -sigh- And school is going to kick my ass for sure DX

-if you read this whole thing I feel sorry for you-

Sorry for the rant, X{ I like to complain

YAY now I can be productive with my art and creativity. Planning on being creative this year and I really want to be a good friend and get people what they want ^_^ I have my little notepad on what I should get for people for x-mas. I still need info from some people

THE LIST:
Draw up requests first before any dillydallying.
-*Rynzee Irst (WIP, but almost done)
-~Howleron Option B => tall, pale, skinny girl, black hair,light blue tattoo on right side of face, scar on left side, dark blue eyes. large black wings, white wolf's tail, men's pirate clothes. (not drawn yet)
-=FallenAngel080 (WIP)
-~Mela18 (WIP)

X-Mas Gifts
Holiday in General Gifts
Birthday Gift Ideas
M.C.A. Drawings, sketches comic ect. =FallenAngel080
Pop-tab Bracelets
Secret Drawings/Free Sketches for people
Getting money ready for Anime Detour and taking care of cosplay, but does anyone have any ideas for what I should be?